we were swinging oh so nice

so i made this dress out of two old ugly ones this summer and i really want to wear it at new years tonight but it is just to fragile and i know i would end up ripping it everywhere.

ok here they are, my new years resolutions:

1. To finish my college applications by January 15 (all of them!)

2. To eliminate boredom and laziness by being more creative.

3. To stop labeling people (best friend worst friend etc) and to stop making first judgements.

4. To be generally happier and not be bothered by things that are out of my control.

5. To get better at getting what i want (in a fair way) and to not be afraid to be honest and completely myself.

you're not living

at xan's with mary nat and ben we had an epic game of jenga and it was amazing.  can't believe it is the last day of 2008.  later today after i have slept and am in a better state of mind to do so i will do new years resolutions.  we'll see how that goes. for now good night and i leave you with this from loveology, it is the story of my life.

"please don't get me addicted to you"

smiled his acquiescence

just discovered this great and hilarious artist brendan lynch. it seems so tame and then you really look at it and you're like "woah...hahahaha" i love when i find that in art.

i know you feel it too cause i'm the only one

went to the mall today with durga!!!!  was so much fun since i hadn't seen her since the summer.  i got big fatty mascara and this really cool eye shadow from stila in black!  i do love new makeup.

another pleasant valley sunday

so i only took a zillion strange pictures of myself last night when i got home from Mary's after Christmas "get together"....

i should really not have phototbooth at my disposal when i come home at night, or ever actually.  because i just end up taking embarrassing pictures and then actually putting them on my blog.  eek.

plus tard

my finished paintings of the ciggy city.  my portfolio is finally coming together!

i don't get the references you refer to

i was just about to delete all of my photo booth pictures when i decided some of them were just too funny to completely throw away so i made a little slideshow...

nanananana

just some pictures i quite enjoy from cobra snake.

please note the yellow tongue...haha
great clothes and great shots.

i'll spell it out for you, for you

this year for christmas:

my aunt made me this beautiful scarf.
jammies from old navy

5 pairs of socks...
super amazing leggings made out of soy beans from this new store in town vert and vogue 
a case for my computer

hope everyone is having a lovely christmas and got everything they wished for!

oh and by the by, these are my finished bangs. i finally got the courage to go short and i think i really like them.

feel it all dreamer

went camping last night.  josh and liz and i thought we were going to die before the boys got there to start the fire... it was very cold.  i don't have any pictures from later in the night because well...  i just don't.  but anyways it was a very fun night.

stop, hammer time

i got a little bored today i decided i needed a hair cut.

i may need to go shorter.

but at the moment i am too scared to give myself actual bangs again.  i haven't had them in such a long time.

and i will be your main squeeze

just went through some really old pictures and these are some of my favorites.

me and sara at the playground near mary's
me jumping off a short wall near mary's
like 3 or 4 years ago when it used to snow

me and mary

me and xan at maddy's house party last year
mary, fifi, and me at ny pizza
strange picture of me ages ago
me and mary at lunch... 3 years ago?
ian at gov school
kels and me moving the cool tv's we found
those were some good times that i had forgotten about.  i love that about pictures.