give me something to go on

first of all i was given this lovely award by little lost love.

i have to give it to 15 others:

http://owlinthedark.blogspot.com/

http://lissis.blogspot.com/

http://sequinmagazine.blogspot.com/

http://hippiefroufrou.blogspot.com/

http://jasminasselfportrait.blogspot.com/

http://kelseygenna.blogspot.com/

http://thewayofdesign.blogspot.com/

http://rreti.blogspot.com/

http://ellev.blogspot.com/

http://chanelismyheroin.blogspot.com/

http://ezzica.blogspot.com/

http://lliiisu.blogspot.com/

...ok i know that's not quite 15... but 15 is so many, and i'm getting tired so that's all i got!
hung out with other big fleef the other night.  we took a night-time walk with a flashlight.


i finally got some docs!
recently i've been very into the crop top with overalls look...

sometimes i feel like things in my life progress in a very backwards progression.
together

then not

but being free is a good thing

i think.
so... i want a tattoo so very badly and this is the beginning of my research, because i really want it to mean something.
this is lonely george.  the last tortoise of his kind.
most of the rest of these images are all extinct animals.  
the dodo bird.  my personal favorite




love it
the long necked camel!



sea cow!

more george shots.  because i love him so much.




so.  i think that i either want an extinct animal or a gravely endangered one because animal rights are so important to me.  but i don't want it to be ugly... or too complicated.  anything jump out to any of you?

the words we say won't matter anyhow

flight.

the past 3 days have been a blur.  it is impossible to distinguish anything anymore.  i remember music, couscous, frozen cheesecake, teepees, lemonade, dirty blankets, water all tied together only by eno fest and julie.  
i hardly took any pictures which helps with the elusive nature that is describing my last few days.
these are from before eno fest.  more j and a bonding time.  this would be the night of my emotional breakdown which led to spinning around and totally letting go on east campus.





these are the only 5 pictures i have from eno fest.  julie and i got matching hennas.  and lemonades. 

and pancakes?
man with sock tan line?
it was a wonderous 3 days but not something i could go through all that often.  

i feel disconnected from the world.

and from certain people.

and also really blissfully happy in some really small ways that i know won't last.

... if only things were that easy.  i can't even seen to make it happen.
some dress perfection.

even though i spent my independence day weekend surrounded by people with the same idea as me...sometimes i just felt so alone.  

this can be a good thing.

or sometimes not.

it is time to reconnect the dots.  they have been disconnected for too long.